Awesome June 30, 2009

Found out today supervisor had a come to jesus with bossy. Pretty much boiled down to her getting her shit together and not treating me like crap, or she gets canned. LOVE IT!

Bossy of course started defending herself saying I was doing all of this stuff to her – hello, I hardly ever talk to her. Like ever, and when our paths do cross, I make sure to say what I need to and move on. I think supervisor is finally seeing her true colors. We have paycuts, hour cuts and are loosing some other things, bossy marches into supervisors office and tells her that SHE isn’t taking any of this stuff. Ummmm, hello, it’s an across the board thing, dumb ass. No one has an option. If it’s starting at the top and working it’s way down, there is no way you can say you’re not doing it. Especially when the CEO is taking a bigger hit than the rest of us.

Sometimes Life Is Too Confusing June 28, 2009

I am a planner by nature, and I don’t like when things come out of left field. It frustrates me, and it’s even more frustrating when it’s something that doesn’t have a clear cut answer. I hate that. I know sometimes it’s good to make a list of pros and cons, but in this case it isn’t really helping and it seems to be clouding the issue even more.

I mean, I’m a pretty decisive person, I decide I’m going to jump out of a plane, I do it. I decide I’m going to get a new tattoo I do it. Right now, I’m standing at the edge of the cliff and almost ready to take a totally blind leap of faith. I’m not sure if I can. I’m scared of falling again and of the crash that seems to be inevitable. But it might not be a crash, I might have a parachute suddenly open up and it take a new adventure, one which could be really good, or horribly bad. If it’s bad, I don’t know how I would recover. As I get older it is harder and harder to keep brushing the dust off and getting back on that horse. But if I don’t will I always wonder?

I’ve tried hard to live without regrets, I have a couple that still kill me. I know I can never go back and change the outcome of those. Ugh, why can’t life just come with an instruction book and I would know what to do?

A (Not So) Typical Saturday With My Parents June 13, 2009

This was my adventure with my parents for the weekend.

So I had to run into Wal-Mart quick and I came out and my parents were gone I felt very where the heart is and was afraid I would have to live here. They just needed to pick stuff up too and didn’t tell me. I am putting myself up for adoption again to people who don’t leave their children in Wal-Mart to fend for themselves. That’s just bad parenting.

Another Post….No, Your Eyes Are Not Playing Tricks On You June 2, 2009

This is more like a facebook feed, but whatever, I’m blogging it, so there!

Today was a GOOD day at work, well aside from one of my tenants calling me Amy, and, you know, NOT my name, but whatever. And one of the girls I work with (Bossy) exerting her non-existent “power” over me telling me how to do my job while in front of one of the guys from another department. AWESOME, also, the fact that she has no idea what she was talking about.

And a co-worker and I were laughing so hard at something totally dumb I was crying. I haven’t done that in a long time.